Coming for everything in site Sick of this chemical insight Got me tripping out thinking if I did it different That everything All wouldve been fine Every day I wake up I feel tired Slowly dying on the inside Everyday I relive it I'm chasing a feeling that might not exist am I that fried? Skipping days and meals when I'm taking pills ..Trynna make sure that this pains concealed Cos I hate to complain bout the way i feel But I don't know how to cope so I'm faded still Held my brothers hand as he died ..Tatt on that arm said trust no one ..So that's the way I've been moving All of this pain you don't even know cunt You put food in my mouth when I had no home Wasted youth corrupted by shab and cones I wish I could show you all of these raps I wrote For you go back in time and snap that rope in 2 Tears dropping as I write this probably drop a million more ...i hadnt ever cried like this Through anything I'd ever lived before Dodging ice and snow living in a storm Demons in my mind still tell me to score Instead i lay in bed as a pill absorbs In my gut it ain't fun drugs become a chore ..Best believe this goes way deeper ...Was Always trynna find a reason To life Searching for a meaning In each emotion that im feeling They dance to songs, about sex drugs and liquor But no one listens, when you're suffering with it All the same content in my Fucking lyrics but from my perspective and its something different Our Whole generation is lost Dunno what'll make us wake up Molly and Percocet sounds fun til young homie never wakes up Again All my love to them all these sudden deaths I can't comprehend that I lost my friends So I'm Dunking meds trynna numb my head But so were they and I'm fucking stressed Wish I was capping this straight facts my partners dead or in jail like im a wax All coppers are bastards I hate jacks Spent most of my youth on the train tracks Fingers stained with export enamel Bag full of paint when i walked it rattled All dressed in some retro sport apparel The Fumes got me feeling like im Snorting amyl Now im starting to realise all that matters Is inner peace and success not ignoring patterns Thatre reappearing from the whores and packets Unhealthy coping leads to more imbalance (Chorus) Feels like I’m losing my brain Oh fuck it’s happened again My vices sealing my fate Tryna fight through the pain Feels like I’m losing my brain Oh fuck it’s happened again My vices sealing my fate Demons come out to play!

Get blazed trynna deal with these chest pains Best strains posted in my bed late Feel like I wasted all my best days And I still can't seem to get my head straight Reminiscing things that I can never change Getting twisted sitting in this mental cage Smoking Billies pillies got my head all strange Swear I wanna quit em and just get away How can they sleep when our beds are burning Midnight smoking oil with the sesh that's burning The state of the world got my head just turning While I'm stuck at home feeling like a burden But I swear I wanna make a greater change Half them prey for the day that I fade Away But ill take them stages, make the whole team famous Rep horid til the the day that I'm dead put it on my grave bredda Imma Make cheddar Why you Acting like you smart bitch you ain't clever Thats Why I'm fucking with a girl on the same level I dont get tired Like my name Kevin Gates Stayin up late Writing these bars no more lemonade Mixed with purp for assistance In writing these bars or the pain in my system I'm writing my heart on these pages and spitting All my emotions my brain is just tripping Maybe from all of the k I been sniffing .....since August the 8th I been different I wish that he was still here Lost so much weight looks like I'm still on gear Eat one meal a deal but 3 pills Maybe thats why things still don't feel real A dumb cunt cos I know that's the reason Trynna find other ways to cope with the grief Take each day as it comes find hope n some reason To life but it's hard bear with me I need it But I don't really wanna say it Missing the brother I spent everyday with Swear each day is different one day I'm complacent he next one im raging my brain Filled with hatred Remember the days at the station We'd test ink on the phone box every day n They'd clean if off by the arvo we'd paint it 10 minutes later fuck the buff must of hate us ruthless with art didn't care who we offended Now all of the crew are repeat offenders Not me juvenile justice wiped my record Now I'm not gonna stop til I write a record That changes the face of this music scene Tell em take it away like some uber eats I Blaze and I blaze til I'm looking sweet Outerspace on this k with some crooked speech Rhythms we frizzled Always roll stoned like I'm Keith Richards cos I'm stuck with this grief tripping Maybe that's why I seem distant I'm Only 21 I've seen a lot of shit 27 club cuzzy I want in It's got me wishing that I followed him In my spirit hitting like a hollow, Click Bang! shatter my consciousness up in this place you can't comprehend Feel it It pop off my top like a bottle lid Havn't felt this way since I was on the shit But I'm trynna focus on the positive While I'm lining this k up on her tits Only time i'm alive or i wanna live So we fuck the pain away constantly Call her princess when I slide up in this She match my energy we high and chilling Pretty face sparkles like a lighter flicking You don't need to know who mind ya business Strip club she's shaking it like metro station Think I'll disappear if I keep getting faded But I'm still pushing on and I know they hate it But that's half the reason why I wanna make it ...To rub it up in your faces Fuck all these cunts man they basic Shatter your spine when the bass hit I want all the smoke like a base hit